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I was raised nominally Christian (Protestant) and struggled to come to terms with what I perceived to be huge flaws in it, and other religious and spiritual belief systems I took fairly deep dives into from an early age (I started questioning much of what I had been socialized into around the age of ten) which eventually resulted in my formally converting to Buddhism in my 50's. I continue to struggle with it, too, actually, or certains aspects of it, at least, but at least it tells us not to blindly accept anything we are told regardless of authority or convention. That has been my default setting -- to question everything, including the nature of reality itself, or perhaps more accurately beginning with that, and extending it outwards. Maybe I took too many psychedelic drugs in the process, or maybe just enough? I probably should edit out the last sentence, but then I may end up deleting much or all of my entire comment. (Which may not be a bad thing.)

I envy your logic. My mind works basically in a way I think of as more organic, or intuitive, or impulsive, perhaps. I keep it on a very long leash. A sense of humour helps. I don't know if I am autistic, but apparently I am bright, and my mind does not seem to be wired like that (those?) of most folks I have brushed up against over the past 70 years. I think I basically am grateful for that, God or no god.

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